Chapter 44
When Xu Qingyan woke up in a daze, the sky outside was just getting dark, and the sun had already set in the west.
He blinked, and subconsciously moved his body, but he suddenly felt a weight on his body. An arm was resting on his waist, as if dissatisfied with his movement, and unconsciously pulled him a little tighter into his embrace.
Xu Qingyan turned his head and looked at the handsome face of the man in front of him. He was in a daze, and for a moment, he thought he was dreaming.
After waiting for a while, he slowly woke up. He remembered what had happened before he went to sleep, and his eyes unconsciously softened.
He gently stretched out a finger and lightly traced his eyebrows, his nose, and then slowly landed on his lips. After a moment’s hesitation, he still gently tapped it.
The touch was warm and soft, which made Xu Qingyan involuntarily think of the feeling of him kissing him.
His eyes curved slightly, a smile on his lips. He tapped it again, and then, worried about waking Lu Ze, he was about to withdraw his hand when his wrist was suddenly grabbed.
He looked up and saw that Lu Ze had already opened his sleepy eyes, his eyes with a lazy meaning of just waking up, his voice slightly hoarse, “You’re not behaving as soon as you wake up?”
Xu Qingyan’s face quietly turned red, and he said in a small voice, “Did I wake you?”
“No, I was about to wake up anyway,” Lu Ze said, and his mind also slowly cleared up. He looked down at Xu Qingyan, who was curled up in his arms, and the hand holding his slid up slightly, grabbing his disobedient index finger and placing it on his own lips, kissing it on and off, and said with a smile, “You’re touching me secretly while I’m asleep? Hmm?”
Perhaps because he had just woken up, Lu Ze’s voice was low and hoarse, and it also had a deliberately teasing smile, which was even more sexy. Hearing this, Xu Qingyan’s ears couldn’t help but quietly turn red. The finger that was being held by him moved slightly and accidentally scraped his lips. Not only Lu Ze, but even he himself paused.
Lu Ze couldn’t help but let out a low laugh. Seeing that he wanted to escape, he opened his mouth and gently bit his finger. “Not behaving?”
Xu Qingyan twisted his body, his voice soft and weak. “No…”
Before he could finish, he felt the touch on the tip of his finger.
It was unusually familiar.
He carefully raised his eyebrows, and his finger used some force. “Don’t you…”
“Hmm?” Lu Ze’s eyes were smiling, his voice a little unclear. “The magistrate is allowed to set fires, but the common people are not allowed to light lamps.”
“No.” Xu Qingyan’s breathing was a little unsteady. He had never thought that a single finger could be so… The corners of his eyes couldn’t help but be filled with a layer of moisture.
He opened his mouth to beg for mercy, his voice soft and mushy. “Lu-ge…”
Lu Ze looked down at him. Xu Qingyan held his hand and shook it gently. “Lu-ge… Gege…”
He felt Lu Ze laugh, and his face couldn’t help but turn even redder. He used a little force with his hand, and this time, the resistance was much smaller.
Lu Ze looked at him leisurely.
Xu Qingyan bit his lower lip. He knew that this matter would not be over so easily, so he moved closer to him, his voice low and small. “You… don’t eat it anymore…”
His eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and his ears were so red they were about to bleed. He looked up at him, his voice soft and weak. “You kiss me…”
Lu Ze’s eyes gradually deepened.
Xu Qingyan looked up, and his soft lips clumsily touched his chin, and then he blinked his wet eyes. “Ge…”
Lu Ze only felt that he was about to be done for.
The hand on his waist used some force, and with a turn, Xu Qingyan was on top of him. He was startled at first, then slowly calmed down. He propped himself up with both hands on the bed, wanting to get up, but the hand on his waist pressed down, and his whole body was completely pressed against Lu Ze’s chest.
Both of them were wearing close-fitting undershirts, and Xu Qingyan could faintly feel the heat of his body and… the outline of his muscles.
His Adam’s apple couldn’t help but move slightly.
Lu Ze’s hand was rubbing the roots of his hair, his voice slightly hoarse. “How do you want me to kiss you?”
Xu Qingyan looked down at him and could feel his gaze falling on his own lips.
He couldn’t help but feel a little dry and gently licked his lips.
Lu Ze’s hand on his waist tightened again, as if he wanted to fuse his entire person into his body.
Xu Qingyan’s right hand slowly rose and rested on his chest.
Under his palm, it was trembling, that was Lu Ze’s heartbeat.
Xu Qingyan felt his own heart was also beating, and it had reached the same frequency as his.
He slowly lowered his head and touched his lips.
Lu Ze’s breathing became a little heavier.
Xu Qingyan then imitated what he had done before and kissed him bit by bit.
Xu Qingyan was a very smart student. Lu Ze had already understood this when he was teaching him before.
And now, he was giving back what he had learned from him to him…
His movements were still inexperienced, and his trembling eyelashes could even show the emotions in his heart. But Lu Ze felt that his heart was about to melt.
…
The lounge was originally cold and quiet, but now it was filled with a warm and cozy atmosphere. It wasn’t until Xu Qingyan’s breathing gradually became difficult that Lu Ze finally let him go, his eyes filled with a deep smile, his voice slightly hoarse, “How can you not even know how to breathe?”
Xu Qingyan was silent for a moment, his eyelids lowered slightly. “Of course, I’m not as skilled as you…”
He seemed to have thought of something and muttered in a small voice, “After all, I don’t know how many times you’ve been with others…”
Lu Ze paused, looked up at him, but Xu Qingyan was unwilling to look at him and averted his gaze.
Lu Ze turned his head. “What others?”
Xu Qingyan didn’t speak. Lu Ze pinched his nose. “Where are the others?”
Xu Qingyan was forced to open his mouth, his voice muffled. “It’s just that you used to… in the city,” he pursed his lips, his gaze turning to the side. “Haven’t you… been with others?”
There was a moment of silence. Lu Ze did not answer.
Xu Qingyan’s heart trembled. It was hard to imagine that he had been so intimate with others before, but thinking about it rationally, Lu Ze was also twenty-three this year. It was not strange that he had had… in the past.
But his heart was still a little blocked.
The lounge was quiet for a moment. Xu Qingyan’s eyelashes trembled slightly. He covered his hand and looked up, explaining dryly, “That’s not what I meant…”
“There are no others.” Lu Ze quietly interrupted him, and Xu Qingyan paused.
Lu Ze let out a light sigh, his heart helpless and a little pitying. “What are you thinking about…”
Xu Qingyan pouted, not knowing what to say for a moment.
Lu Ze gently kissed his forehead. “There have been no others. You are the first.”
“And there will be no others in the future.”
Xu Qingyan unconsciously bit his lower lip. Lu Ze looked at him, and his thumb covered his lips. “Don’t bite.”
Xu Qingyan obediently let go, glanced at him, and then, afraid that he would think he was being unreasonably jealous, he explained in a small voice, “I’m not minding your past…”
Lu Ze’s voice raised. “You don’t mind?”
Xu Qingyan was stunned for a moment and looked up at him.
Lu Ze had a half-smile on his face. “What did you just say? You don’t mind what?”
Xu Qingyan suddenly felt that what he had said seemed a little wrong, and for a moment, he pressed his lips together tightly and didn’t speak.
Lu Ze snorted, and the thumb on his lips pressed down hard before he said, “If you don’t care about my past at all and don’t get jealous at all, then I should be the one who’s angry.”
Xu Qingyan was in a daze for a while before he understood what he meant.
He couldn’t help but bite his finger and said sullenly, “Then why… are you so skilled?”
Lu Ze slowly smiled. “Baby, I always thought that this kind of thing was a man’s instinct.”
Xu Qingyan glared at him. Lu Ze changed his words. “Of course, you’re still young. It’s normal not to understand.”
Xu Qingyan couldn’t help but say, “Young? So you can even lay your hands on a child?”
Lu Ze was silent for a moment. Before Xu Qingyan could be proud, his body stiffened.
After that series of movements, both of their clothes were a little messy, and the hem of their undershirts had also come out of their pants.
And at this moment, the large hand that had been on his waist had, at some point, slowly wrapped around his waist, covering it.
Without, any, reservation.
Although Lu Ze had fed him a lot of things during this period, on the one hand, he was busy with work and study, and on the other hand, Xu Qingyan’s own bone structure was there, so he hadn’t gained much weight.
Even his waist was something he could hold with one hand.
Xu Qingyan’s face stiffened slightly, and even his breathing couldn’t help but slow down a little.
Lu Ze laughed softly in his ear. “Baby, if I really wanted to lay my hands on you, you might not be able to talk to me so nicely here now.”
“Lu Ze,” Xu Qingyan’s voice trembled slightly. He gritted his teeth and said, “You’re a hooligan.”
“Yes, I’m a hooligan.” Lu Ze’s voice was cheerful. “After all, I can’t help it. When I see you, I naturally think of that kind of thing.”
The two were pressed very close, so close that they could clearly feel the body temperature and pulse of the other person.
In the end, Xu Qingyan, with a red face, took advantage of Lu Ze’s inattention and hurriedly escaped, without even wearing his shoes. Lu Ze couldn’t help but laugh. He got out of bed and leaned against the door of the lounge, looking at the child who was curled up on the sofa and looking at him with a wary face. “Come back quickly and put on your clothes.”
Xu Qingyan pursed his lips, his gaze a little evasive…
Remembering the touch just now, how could he…
Lu Ze softened his voice. “Be good, I won’t tease you anymore. It’s cold outside. Don’t catch a cold.” He paused. “The office door is not locked. If someone comes in later and sees you like this, what do you think people in the factory will say tomorrow?”
Only then did Xu Qingyan slowly and carefully return to the lounge.
Lu Ze pressed him onto the bed and frowned as he touched his hand. “Your hand is already cold.”
He put his coat on him and buttoned it up for him with meticulous movements. Xu Qingyan was a little embarrassed and took over the task. “I can do it myself.”
Lu Ze obediently let go and also brought over his pants and shoes. After he was dressed, he lowered his head and touched his forehead, and said in a low voice, “I’m sorry, I went a little too far just now.”
Xu Qingyan was still young after all, and he was afraid that he wouldn’t be able to accept it. “It won’t happen again in the future.”
“No…” Xu Qingyan lowered his head and said in a small voice, “No.”
He looked at the buttons on Lu Ze’s front and couldn’t help but raise his hand. The tip of his finger inserted into the gap between the buttons and gently hooked it.
He said, “I like it too…”
Although he was indeed very shy, but…
He was also happy.
