Chapter 16
The lips pressed against each other, just rubbing back and forth, without going any deeper. Instead, it was the young man who, because of this proactive move, lowered his eyelashes, which trembled slightly, his face full of inexperience and immaturity.
He didn’t know what to do next, only that this was already enough to make him tremble. Slowly opening his round, cat-like eyes, Lin Zhiyan couldn’t help but flinch when he met Lu Ze’s heavy gaze. He was so embarrassed that he wanted to retreat.
But just as he made a move to step back, the large hand on his waist suddenly tightened, and Lin Zhiyan’s entire body was pressed tightly against Lu Ze’s chest, leaving no gap. At the same time, a stormy kiss came crashing down, and Lin Zhiyan’s eyes widened in an instant.
Lu Ze fiercely pinned him against the door panel. Their warm, moist lips met. This time, however, he was not satisfied with just a light touch, but seemed to want to devour his lips and flesh. With a firm and natural movement, he pried open his teeth and went deeper to taste him.
Lin Zhiyan had never imagined that things would develop like this. Lu Ze’s forceful attitude startled him, but the touch of their lips and tongues made his whole body go weak. The hand around his neck opened powerlessly, and then, as if finding a lifeline, he tightly gripped his collar, his knuckles taut, as if he were about to collapse.
He let out a helpless whimper. Under the uncontrollable panic was a feeling he had never experienced before. He couldn’t describe it, but it made Lin Zhiyan clearly aware of his own changes.
A faint mist formed in his eyes, and he said intermittently, “Lu… Ze…”
Lin Zhiyan felt the hand on his waist pause, and then, the originally rushed movements slowly became much gentler. He could clearly feel the tip of his tongue gently probing in, hooking his own, and slowly licking and sucking.
A strange, soft sensation swept through his entire body. Lin Zhiyan’s mind went blank, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably, not out of fear, but another kind of extreme experience.
The mist in his eyes slowly accumulated, hazy with an unconscious amorousness. He only felt his whole body go weak. If it weren’t for the hand on his waist providing a point of support, he was afraid he would have collapsed to the ground.
After an unknown amount of time, Lin Zhiyan slowly became breathless, and Lu Ze’s movements finally slowed down. As if reluctant to part, he lightly hooked his tongue and their wet lips slowly separated.
Lin Zhiyan’s hands clung to his neck, his eyes both dazed and helpless, moist and pitiful.
Lu Ze liked him best like this. He couldn’t help but lower his head and rub the tip of his nose, his voice still hoarse, “Senior, this is what a kiss is.”
Lin Zhiyan was breathing rapidly, his bright red lips slightly parted, with a moist sheen that was not his own. Hearing Lu Ze’s words, he couldn’t help but swallow. The soft touch seemed to still linger, and his earlobes were as red as the brightest gems.
Lu Ze couldn’t help but raise his hand and pinch his earlobe, his fingertips gently scraping the small black mole. He looked down at Lin Zhiyan and said, “Has Senior learned?”
Lin Zhiyan hadn’t reacted yet, his eyes still dazed.
Lu Ze’s eyes darkened, and he moved closer. “If Senior hasn’t learned yet, shall I teach you again?”
Hearing this, Lin Zhiyan’s eyes suddenly widened, and he quickly shook his head. “I-I’ve learned…”
“Really?” Lu Ze squinted, half-believing.
Lin Zhiyan said, “I really have!”
Lu Ze suddenly smiled. “In that case, then Senior, show me the results of your learning.”
Lin Zhiyan was stunned for a moment, looking at him in disbelief.
Lu Ze moved a little closer, his lips brushing against his, his voice lingering and gentle. “Hmm? Didn’t Senior say you’ve learned?”
Lin Zhiyan’s body trembled uncontrollably again. It wasn’t that he didn’t like it, or that it was uncomfortable, it was just… it was just too…
He pursed his lips, his eyes filled with moisture, his voice soft as he pleaded, “Lu Ze…”
Lu Ze smiled. “What is Senior doing? If you still don’t know how, I can just teach you again.”
“N-no need!” Lin Zhiyan said hastily. “I-I know how!”
Lu Ze looked up at him, a smile in his eyes.
Lin Zhiyan braced himself, stood on his tiptoes, and gently covered his lips, slowly rubbing against them, looking at him, the corners of his eyes tinged with red.
Lu Ze said, “What’s next?”
Lin Zhiyan’s hand gripping his collar tightened. His mind was muddled. He imitated what he had done before, tentatively sticking out a small bit of his tongue and licking his lips.
Lu Ze’s hand on his waist tightened, his voice becoming even hoarser. “Continue.”
And then the kiss gradually became uncontrollable.
Lin Zhiyan was coaxed by Lu Ze to take the initiative, bit by bit, red-faced, doing things he had never thought of before. In the end, however, he didn’t know when Lu Ze had taken control. The air in the dim room was chaotic. The mist in Lin Zhiyan’s eyes finally couldn’t hold back and slid down from the corners of his eyes, down his rosy cheeks, and into his already messy and open bathrobe.
He sobbed, and with a crying voice, he murmured, “Lu Ze, Lu Ze, I don’t want to anymore… I don’t want to anymore…”
Lu Ze had endured for so long. How could he let him go so easily? He slightly lifted his eyelids and looked at Lin Zhiyan’s tear-streaked face. Lu Ze licked them away bit by bit and said nonchalantly, “What’s wrong with Senior?”
Lin Zhiyan was curled up powerlessly between the door panel and Lu Ze. Hearing this, he sniffled softly and said in a hoarse voice, “My legs are weak…”
Lin Zhiyan heard Lu Ze let out a light laugh. His face was both shy and red, but he didn’t dare to say anything more, afraid that he would do it again. He could only turn his head away with red eyes, not looking at him.
But he didn’t expect Lu Ze to grab his waist with both hands and, with a slight effort, lift him up.
Lin Zhiyan couldn’t help but panic. “Lu Ze?!”
But Lu Ze ignored him. Like carrying a child, he supported his knees, separated his legs, and lifted him up.
Lin Zhiyan’s legs had nowhere to go and could only wrap around his waist. He was so shy that his head was about to explode. “Lu Ze!”
In this position, Lin Zhiyan was much taller than Lu Ze. Lu Ze had to raise his head, hold his chin with one hand, pin him against the door, and kiss him again, saying indistinctly, “This way, you won’t be unsteady.”
“Senior is so inexperienced. You should practice more.”
Lin Zhiyan’s body was not his own to command; he could only let Lu Ze arrange him as he pleased.
The venue changed without him realizing it. By the time Lin Zhiyan was aware of where he was, the world had already spun, and when he came to his senses, he was on the bed.
Lu Ze was lying down, one hand gripping his waist. The moonlight shone through the window, illuminating his features, as exquisite as a painting, yet it made Lin Zhiyan’s heart pound with fear.
He was kneeling on the bed, a warm waist and abdomen beneath him.
The bathrobe he was wearing was in complete disarray after the several movements just now. Only one tie was still holding on, loosely tied, revealing everything that should and shouldn’t be revealed.
Lin Zhiyan swallowed, keenly aware that something was wrong, especially the way Lu Ze was looking at him, which made his heart race with panic.
Lu Ze held the back of his neck and pressed down, slowly raising his head, lightly kissing the side of his lips, and gradually moving down…
“Lu… Lu Ze.” Lin Zhiyan’s voice was hoarse, a little panicked about what might happen. He said with a trembling voice, “W-we still have to climb the mountain tomorrow.”
Lu Ze’s movements paused. He looked up and saw that Lin Zhiyan’s eyelashes were wet, trembling, a clear sign that he had been bullied quite a bit.
His heart softened, and he said in a gentle voice, “Don’t worry, Senior. I won’t do anything.”
He murmured, “I just want to kiss you.”
Not to mention that the timing was not right; it would be too hasty to have sex right after confirming their relationship. Even if the time was right, their first time shouldn’t happen in a place like this.
He kissed him slowly, with gentleness and reassurance, pulling him into his arms and murmuring in a hoarse voice, “Senior, I like you so much.”
Lin Zhiyan’s heart softened, and he slowly relaxed his body, responding in a small voice, “I like you so much too…”
The moonlight outside the window was as clear as water, spilling into the room, leaving a rippling reflection on the floor.
After an unknown amount of time, Lu Ze finally let him go. He sat up straight, helped him tidy his clothes, smoothed his hair, and said in a gentle voice, “Do you want to take a shower?”
After soaking in the hot spring, they should indeed take a shower.
Lin Zhiyan tugged at his clothes, his legs unsteady, looking a little shy and embarrassed. He said in a small voice, “You go first.”
Lu Ze glanced at him and knew what was going on, but he also knew that today’s events had been stimulating enough for Lin Zhiyan, so he didn’t bully him anymore and obediently took his clothes and went into the bathroom.
Seeing his figure disappear, Lin Zhiyan secretly breathed a sigh of relief. He carefully changed his position to calm himself down.
A moment later, Lu Ze came out of the bathroom, wearing a set of casual pajamas. Seeing him walk towards the bed, Lin Zhiyan hurriedly got down, picked up his clothes, and also went into the bathroom.
As soon as he stepped in, Lin Zhiyan noticed something strange.
On such a cold day, how could there be no steam in a bathroom that had just been used for a shower?
Lin Zhiyan tried turning on the showerhead and felt the cold water coming out. He couldn’t help but frown.
But then he remembered why Lu Ze had to take a cold shower, and he didn’t know what to say. He just closed the bathroom door with a red face.
By the time both of them had finished their showers, it was almost ten o’clock.
Lu Ze made the bed. Seeing Lin Zhiyan come out, he said, “Let’s go to bed early. We have to get up early tomorrow.”
Lin Zhiyan hummed in a muffled voice and, after getting into bed, silently pulled up the covers.
The bedside lamp was turned off, and Lu Ze also lay down, leaving a distance of about one person between them.
Sharing a bed, and after what had just happened, Lin Zhiyan tried his best to fall asleep, but he couldn’t, and could only stare into the darkness.
A moment later, there was a soft rustle. Lin Zhiyan pricked up his ears and felt a source of heat approaching. Then, his waist was tightened, and he was pulled into a warm embrace.
Lin Zhiyan’s body stiffened. Lu Ze didn’t do anything, just patted his back reassuringly and said in a gentle voice, “Be good, sleep now.”
Lin Zhiyan’s cheek was pressed against his chest. His eyelashes trembled slightly, and he obediently closed his eyes.
He could hear the deep and steady heartbeat of the person beside him, one beat after another. Accompanied by this long and drawn-out sound, Lin Zhiyan gradually fell into a dream.
