Chapter 61: No Regrets
Morning.
Sunlight streamed in through the floor-to-ceiling window. Yu Weixi slowly opened his eyes.
…
The bed was a mess, with unsightly marks. The air still held a hint of an ambiguous scent.
His waist and a certain unspeakable part were a little sore, and a little painful.
Yu Weixi: “…”
Yu Weixi was a little dazed.
Yu Weixi felt a little chilly. He looked down and saw that he was naked. And that wasn’t all. He was also covered in bruises and bite marks, as if he had been domestically abused.
Yu Weixi: “…”
Calm down, I need to calm down.
Yu Weixi got up and took the clothes on the side to put on. When he lifted his leg to put on his pants, he pulled something, and the pain almost made him die on the spot.
Yu Weixi: “…”
Yu Weixi held his waist and took a deep breath, telling himself to calm down, to calm down.
“Xixi is awake?” The bathroom door opened, and Feng Yan walked out in a bathrobe, his hair still dripping with water.
Feng Yan glanced at Yu Weixi’s waist with concern. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean it last night. Is your waist okay?”
Last night, towards the end, Yu Weixi’s waist had become a little uncomfortable. Feng Yan had originally wanted to stop, but Yu Weixi’s drug had not yet worn off, and he had clung to him, wanting more. Feng Yan couldn’t just stop, so… in the end, he had indeed pulled a muscle, and Yu Weixi had been in so much pain he had almost fainted.
Of course, in the end, he had fainted for other reasons.
Yu Weixi: “…”
Fuck.
Fuck, I can’t calm down!!
Yu Weixi picked up a pillow and threw it directly at Feng Yan. This violent movement directly pulled at his waist again. With a “hiss,” his waist went limp, and he almost knelt down.
“Xixi…!” Feng Yan strode forward and caught him.
At this moment, the corners of Yu Weixi’s eyes were red, his face was still flushed, and his whole body was limp. And under the unbuttoned shirt were the ambiguous marks he had left.
Feng Yan’s Adam’s apple moved, and he averted his eyes.
Yu Weixi was like a cat whose tail had been stepped on. “Let go of me…!!!”
“Feng dog, you bastard!!!” Yu Weixi pushed Feng Yan away fiercely, feeling as if his whole body were on fire.
“Baby, you were the one who took the initiative last night.” Feng Yan was helpless.
“Don’t talk!!” Fuck, how could he not know?! He wasn’t drunk!
In fact, Yu Weixi remembered very clearly. The two of them hadn’t finished on the bed. Then, while hugging and kissing, they had gone to the bathroom to clean up and had lost control again.
Yu Weixi was so ashamed he wanted to die.
“Xixi, I’ll be responsible…” Feng Yan hugged Yu Weixi and was about to say something when he saw Yu Weixi hold his waist and stomp on his foot. “Don’t you talk!”
Feng Yan: “…”
“I think, I think we fucking need to calm down.” Yu Weixi was almost slurring his words. “Can we calm down for a bit!”
Feng Yan: “…”
Feng Yan: “I think I’m very calm…?”
Yu Weixi: “…”
Yu Weixi took a deep breath, buttoned his shirt, took his phone, and turned to run.
“Xixi…!” Feng Yan was a little dazed.
Is this… use and toss??
Huh??
“Can you give me some time to digest this…!” Yu Weixi was so anxious he was about to stomp his feet.
“…Okay.” Feng Yan rubbed his nose. “Then I’ll take you back?”
“No!”
Then, Yu Weixi fled as if he were running for his life.
Looking at the wide open door, Feng Yan took a deep breath, thinking that it was also good to let the two of them calm down and talk again at night.
And then… Feng Yan regretted it.
Night fell.
Feng Yan had done his hair at home, tried on several outfits, and finally chose an outfit that was not too grand, not too perfunctory, not too cold, and not too casual.
Then, Feng Yan happily called Yu Weixi, hoping to ask him out to talk.
Feng Yan wanted to officially confess and confirm their relationship with Yu Weixi.
Feng Yan even started to worry about whether he should move next door, or have Yu Weixi move over. Later, he decided to sacrifice himself. After all, Niangao should be used to his own home.
Beep—
The electronic female voice said, “The number you have dialed is not in service.”
Feng Yan was a little confused, and then he saw a Weibo push notification—
—Yu Weixi’s retro look at the US airport! Does the summer high-neck scarf have a secret?
Mmm…
The US???
Feng Yan: “???”
Feng Yan sent a WeChat message to Yu Weixi.
Feng Yan: You went to the US??
After a moment, Yu Weixi replied.
Yu Weixi: Mmm, yes. For work. I’m here to shoot a brand advertisement.
Feng Yan: “…”
Then was it necessary to leave so quickly?? Did he buy a plane ticket on the spot after leaving the hotel in the morning??
Exo me?? Is it that serious? Huh??
Feng Yan was so angry he laughed. He immediately called his assistant and had him book a plane ticket to the US as well.
Hehe, is he playing the “run away with the baby” trick?
“…You ran away with the baby??”
When An Yize received a call from Yu Weixi’s new number and learned that he and Niangao were now in a hotel in the US, he found it surreal.
“…” Yu Weixi was also used to this teammate who was refined and introverted on the outside but often said surprising things. He sneered, “Seeing that Eunuch An has served me well for many years, I will spare your life. I just want to ask you something…”
“Mmm?”
“Just that… my, my butt hurts.” Yu Weixi asked, suppressing his shame, “What medicine should I apply?”
“Huh???” An Yize said with confusion, “What butt pain?”
“It’s just that my butt hurts! Why are you so honest at a time like this!”
An Yize was also helpless. “How do I know if it’s from being fucked, or hemorrhoids, or just a fall and a bruise?! No, why are you asking me this question?? Do I look like a butt specialist?”
Yu Weixi roared, “You’re the only one in the group who meets the conditions of having a boyfriend and being a bottom!”
…
…
The worst thing was the sudden silence in the air.
An Yize: “…”
The amount of information was a little large. He needed to digest it.
Yu Weixi sensed that he seemed to have said the wrong thing and said with shame and anger, “Trash teammate, useless! I’m hanging up!”
“Wait, wait, wait—” An Yize’s voice broke. “I, I just didn’t expect it, woc, Xixi, you! Ah!! You can buy that, the medicine stick!”
“Stick…?” Yu Weixi felt that his worldview had been refreshed.
“Holding it in, it’s cold and can relieve the pain.”
…
Yu Weixi felt very desperate. “…Is there nothing else?”
An Yize felt very surreal. “…This depends on how much it hurts.”
“It hurts even when I’m sitting now.” Not only did the unspeakable part hurt, but his waist also hurt. The whole feeling was not good.
“Yan-ge is so amazing. I’m envious.”
“…You’re dead.”
“I’m resurrected. How about this, I’ll send you a link. You can look at the pictures yourself and then go to the pharmacy to buy it… It’s too late to mail it.”
“But it’s okay, Xixi. The first time is always more painful. It won’t be after that.”
“…”
Yu Weixi hung up, only feeling that he had just gone through a tribulation.
And at this moment, Yu Weixi was thinking about whether the risk of him going to buy it with a mask on was greater, or if it was more shameful to have his assistant go and buy it.
There was also a more stable way. Although Yu Weixi had come to the US for work this time, the advertisement only started in two days. During this free time, Yu Weixi planned to go and get together with his friends and the troupe leader from his previous dance troupe.
Then… he could have the troupe leader help him buy it.
After all, foreigners were not sensitive to these things and did not pay attention to domestic news. The troupe leader was a steady person and was even better at keeping secrets.
However, the problem now was… could he really endure for that long??
Hmm??
Yu Weixi felt very frustrated.
What the fuck is this human suffering.
Until now, Yu Weixi’s mind was still in a mess.
He didn’t know what to do, so he habitually avoided it again.
“Daddy!”
Niangao had changed his clothes and ran out of the room, pouncing into Yu Weixi’s arms.
“Daddy, I want to eat!”
“Fine. I’ll order takeout for you.”
In the end, Yu Weixi still didn’t go to buy it. Anyway, it wasn’t a big wound. It would probably go away slowly.
Yu Weixi had barely slept all night. The existence of the system made him sleepy. After a whole night of fuss, even though he had already slept on the plane, Yu Weixi still felt tired, so he pulled Niangao to bed early.
Because of this, Niangao woke up early the next morning, even earlier than Yu Weixi.
After waking up, Niangao saw that Yu Weixi was curled up in the covers, his face a little red, and his expression seemed a little uncomfortable.
Niangao went up and carefully pulled Yu Weixi’s hand. “Daddy?”
“Mmm…” Yu Weixi responded groggily, then frowned and said in a hoarse voice, “I’m sorry… Daddy is a little uncomfortable. Can you go to the kitchen and get some milk to drink by yourself?”
“Okay…!” Niangao said with fear, “Is Daddy sick?”
Yu Weixi said with a nasal voice, “I’m just a little uncomfortable. It’s okay. Good boy, Niangao. I’m sorry. Daddy will sleep for a while. Can Niangao play by himself?”
“Okay!” Niangao nodded like a little chicken, being an obedient baby.
Yu Weixi turned over and continued to sleep with his head under the covers.
Niangao went to the kitchen and got a carton of milk, quietly sitting by the bed to accompany him. After a moment, he saw Yu Weixi’s phone ring.
Niangao went up to look and saw that it was a picture of his Yan-gege.
Niangao was already a little scared. Now it was even better. So Niangao simply answered the call for help, saying that Daddy seemed to be sick and what should he do.
“Where are you guys?”
“At, at the hotel!”
“Which hotel?”
“Ah…?” Niangao said with confusion, “Just… the hotel! Daddy said it’s a hotel.”
“Then is it far from the airport to the hotel?”
“I don’t know…”
Feng Yan paused and said, “How about this, can I video call you? I’ll hang up this call first, and then you can answer again. Then you can use the video to show me the view outside your window, you understand?”
“Mmm… mmm, mmm!”
Just like that, Feng Yan rushed to the US overnight and found the two of them.
When Feng Yan entered the room, Yu Weixi was still asleep, and his fever was even worse.
Yu Weixi saw Feng Yan in a daze and clicked his tongue. “Why did you chase me here… oh my god… are you chasing a ghost?”
Seeing Yu Weixi like this, Feng Yan immediately felt a little guilty. He had also heard that some people would get a fever and get sick after being a bottom for the first time, not to mention that the two of them had been fooling around in the bathroom, wet, yesterday.
“Xixi…” Feng Yan’s back of his hand touched Yu Weixi’s forehead.
After a pause, Feng Yan went to the bathroom to get a basin of water and a wet cloth, and then asked the waiter for some fever-reducing pills.
Feng Yan fed Yu Weixi the medicine with warm water, then used a wet cloth to cool him down.
“Look at you. Why did you have to go to all the trouble to come to the US? In the end, isn’t it the same? It would have been better to just talk to me properly in the country.” Feng Yan said helplessly, “Why did the two of us have to waste more than ten hours of a plane ticket?”
Yu Weixi buried his face in the pillow and said in a muffled voice, “How was I supposed to know you would chase me here?”
He also hadn’t expected that he would be so weak and actually get a fever.
“How could I not chase you here? We were so intimate last night. Could I just leave you?” Feng Yan pinched Yu Weixi’s ear. “Like you, you little heartless thing.”
Yu Weixi refused to talk.
Feng Yan didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. “Xixi.”
Yu Weixi turned to Niangao. “Can Niangao go out and watch TV first? I’m going to talk to your Yan-gege.”
“Okay.” Niangao walked to the door, then poked his head back in. “Then… I’m going out?”
He was reluctant, but he couldn’t be disobedient.
Feng Yan smiled. “Go on. It’ll just be a moment. I’ll be out to be with you soon, okay?”
“Oh…!”
After Niangao left, Feng Yan gently pinched Yu Weixi’s ear. “Xixi, I’ll move in with you and Niangao, okay?”
Yu Weixi lay on his stomach, playing dead.
“Okay?”
“If you don’t say anything, I’ll take it as a yes.” Feng Yan lowered his head and kissed that flushed ear.
Yu Weixi did not resist and continued to play dead.
“Good boy, Xixi.” Feng Yan turned the salted fish on the bed over, lowered his head, and bit Yu Weixi’s somewhat chapped lips again.
“Hiss.” Yu Weixi finally reacted.
Yu Weixi lifted his leg and kicked Feng Yan, saying fiercely, “It’s not healed yet.”
The lips that had been kissed and broken last night were still not healed. This dog B still had the face to bite again??
“Sorry.” Feng Yan rubbed his nose.
“Then I’ll kiss you again when it’s healed.” Feng Yan smiled. “I’ll take good care of you. I asked Xingcai and brought this for you.”
With that, Feng Yan took out a bag of medicine.
Yu Weixi: “…”
It was exactly what An Yize had sent him.
Yu Weixi shouted, “Are you sick?!”
“Xixi, we’ve already done it. This is not a big deal, right? Should I apply the medicine for you?”
“You…” Yu Weixi couldn’t take it anymore. He cursed in a hoarse voice with his sick body, “Do you have any romance at all, old man? We’ve just started dating. Why do you always talk about this?! Aren’t you ashamed??”
Feng Yan paused, then blinked. “Dating?”
Yu Weixi was taken aback, turned around, and covered himself with the covers.
He was autistic.
Why can’t he control his mouth?
“Xixi…!”
Feng Yan got on the bed and hugged Yu Weixi.
“Xixi! Can you call me husband?”
“Fuck your mother! Why don’t you call me Daddy first?”
“Daddy.” Feng Yan was very obedient.
“…”
“You’ve finally agreed.” Feng Yan pulled down the covers and kissed Yu Weixi’s hair.
“I’m warning you.” Yu Weixi sat up and grabbed Feng Yan’s tie. “You were the one who chased me first.”
“I was.”
“You confessed first.”
“Mmm, right.”
“You were the one who teased me the night before last.”
“That’s right.”
Yu Weixi gritted his teeth. “Then you’re not allowed to regret it. You’re not allowed to regret it in the future…”
“I won’t.” Feng Yan looked at Yu Weixi and said word by word, “I will only love one person in this lifetime, and I will only be good to one person.”
“Hmph.”
Yu Weixi pouted and lay down again.
“Then Xixi…” Feng Yan said, “I’ll put the medicine here for you to apply. I’ll go out and be with Niangao first? I’ll rub your waist for you later.”
“…”
“You may leave.”
After resting for a day, Yu Weixi’s fever finally subsided, but his waist still hurt.
The next afternoon, Yu Weixi dressed up, held Niangao’s hand, and prepared to go and find the troupe leader.
“Then what should I do?” Feng Yan looked at the well-dressed father and son and rested his chin on his hand. “Watch the house?”
“Go and buy groceries.” Yu Weixi instructed, “I want to eat Chinese food tonight!”
“Okay.” Feng Yan leaned against the door and smiled. “There will be hot food when you come back.”
Yu Weixi put on a mask and a hat and took Niangao to the station.
“Daddy, I want to eat popcorn.”
“No.” Yu Weixi said, “I just received your school’s physical examination report this morning. It says your cholesterol is a little high.”
Niangao blinked, not understanding.
“It means you’re not healthy. I told you to eat more vegetables, but you don’t. You just love to eat meat.” Yu Weixi pinched Niangao’s cheek. “You love to eat meat all day, but I don’t see you getting fat. Why do you still look so unbalanced?”
Niangao muttered, “Then is there no more popcorn?”
“No more. And you have to eat less meat in the future.”
“…Hmph hmph.”
While Yu Weixi was waiting, he saw that Niangao’s teacher had sent another WeChat message and a file.
Yu Weixi was taken aback. Before he could react, the teacher called directly.
“Mr. Yu…! We’ve received the latest report. The hospital said, said…”
Yu Weixi sensed that something was wrong and held his phone. “Said what…?”
“It says that Niangao has been diagnosed with a fatal cancer!”
Yu Weixi’s whole body stiffened.
What…?
“The, the doctor said that we have to have Yu Jifeng go to the hospital for a check-up in person before… before we can confirm.”
Yu Weixi only felt his blood freeze.
“Are you sure…?”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Yu. We also just got this news.”
After hanging up, Yu Weixi frantically dialed Feng Bai’s number.
“Hello, hello… Dr. Feng…”
“What’s wrong with Xixi? Calm down first.” Feng Bai could hear the panic and trembling in Yu Weixi’s tone.
“I, I’m in the US…”
“Okay, calm down. Don’t be afraid. I’m also on a mission in the US. If you have anything, you can come and find me.”
Feng Bai’s steady and gentle voice successfully soothed Yu Weixi. At this time, he needed a doctor’s confirmation.
“Then, then can I go now?”
“You can. You can come to my small branch in the US.” Whether it was to Feng Bai or to Feng Yan, Yu Weixi was special. He was naturally on call. Feng Bai directly canceled his original appointment.
“What’s wrong, Daddy?” Niangao looked up and saw that Yu Weixi’s face was pale. He said with fear, “Is Daddy sick again?”
Niangao stood on his tiptoes. “I’ll blow on Daddy.”
“It’s okay, Daddy is fine.” Yu Weixi picked up Niangao. “Shall we go and see Dr. Feng for a check-up?”
“Ah…?”
Feng Bai’s branch was in the city center.
Yu Weixi had Niangao wait outside with a nurse while he went in to talk to Feng Bai about the situation.
“Let me see the report?”
Feng Bai took Yu Weixi’s phone and looked at it carefully, then frowned. “This data is quite different from the previous check-up I did. It looks a little wrong.”
Could it be that the school got the report wrong? Feng Bai thought.
“Really…?” Yu Weixi seemed to have grasped some hope. “It’s not Niangao’s report?”
“Don’t be anxious. I’ll take Niangao for a physical examination. And this cancer… usually has a genetic possibility. It would be better if we could do a physical examination of both parents.”
Yu Weixi paused.
…
At this point, in fact… there was no need to hide it anymore.
And, when it came to Niangao’s safety and health, Yu Weixi had always had no principles.
“I can do a physical examination with him. As for Niangao’s other father…” Yu Weixi lowered his eyes, finding it a little difficult to say.
“Mmm?” Feng Bai encouraged, “It’s okay. Otherwise, you can ask him to do it himself. Just get the report from him and show it to me. No need to force it.”
“No… it’s okay.” Yu Weixi said in a small voice, “I’ll call Feng Yan to come…”
“…”
“…………”
“??????”
The worst thing was the sudden silence in the air.
