[“Nono, I’m sorry. I really know I was wrong now. I love you. Forgive me, okay?”
“Didn’t you always want a complete family? You, me, and our baby—we’ll be a happy family of three from now on.”]
Lying pale-skinned and fragile on the hospital bed, the slender young man showed no reaction at first. But at those words, his long lashes trembled faintly. He instinctively reached down to caress his still-flat belly.
A child was growing there, just as his daddy had carried him.
Ever since Daddy passed away, he’d been all alone, enduring so much hardship. He really did… want a family.
The young man closed his eyes and nodded. “Okay.”
This scene lingered in Jiang Shunnian’s mind like a curse. Rage and despair surged within him, exploding in a torrent of overwhelming emotion that sent him plummeting…
“Nono!” Jiang Shunnian jolted awake with a cry, his eyes flying open. The room around him was both strange and familiar—like the house he’d shared with Nono when his son was little.
A soft, milky voice responded from beside him. “Daddy, Nono’s here!”
Jiang Shunnian turned in disbelief. There, nestled in the warm, cozy blankets, was a pink-and-jade-carved little cherub of a boy, beaming a toasty smile at him and stretching out his chubby arms. “Daddy, hug!”
Jiang Shunnian scooped his son into his arms, tears instantly streaming down his face.
Soft and milky-scented, with a warm little body—Jiang Shunnian pinched his own thigh hard. It hurt. This was real.
Thank goodness. Thank goodness he’d been reborn, back to the year Nono turned three.
He clutched his son and sobbed. Jiang Yunnuo blinked in confusion, reaching out his tiny hands to wipe at the tears, but they kept coming. The little guy grew anxious, his voice wobbling. “Don’t cry, Daddy. Did Nono misbehave and make you mad?”
Those childish words stabbed at Jiang Shunnian’s heart. He choked out, “Nono’s such a good boy—how could you ever make Daddy mad? It’s Daddy who’s no good, making you suffer alongside me.”
He’d chosen to give birth to Nono but failed to see him grow up, leaving his precious boy to face life alone, cross paths with scum, and be ground down mercilessly.
“No way! Daddy’s the best daddy in the whole world!” Nono blinked his big, grape-like eyes, glistening and bright, utterly earnest. “I love love Daddy most!”
Fresh tears welled up in Jiang Shunnian’s eyes just as he’d nearly stopped them.
It took a long while before he wiped his face dry and calmed down a bit.
He had no idea why he’d been reborn, but since heaven had granted him this chance—and shown him the plot to come—he’d seize it. He wouldn’t abandon Nono again.
First things first: he had to make more money. Even if he couldn’t defy fate entirely, at least he could leave his son a solid inheritance. That way, Nono wouldn’t end up working at a bar at sixteen due to poverty, crossing paths with that scum and kicking off a decade of misery.
In his previous life—or that’s what he should call it—he’d worked in showbiz. Formally trained with solid acting chops, he’d played a few pure, idealized love interest roles despite lacking backing or resources. He’d scraped together some cash, but later got schemed against, drugged at a booze-fueled dinner, and paid a heavy price. Disillusioned, he’d quit the industry.
Once Nono came along, he’d shelved any thoughts of returning, focusing solely on raising his son.
After Nono started kindergarten, he’d taken a mundane clerical job—nine-to-five, low-stress but low-pay. Life had been peaceful and warm.
But misfortune strikes without warning. When Nono was ten, Jiang Shunnian got hit by a runaway car on his way home from work. He’d clung to life by a thread, seen his son one last time, and let go.
He’d thought death was the end, lights out. Instead, endless plot points flooded his mind, revealing that his world was an old-school abuse novel—and his Nono was the suffering protagonist shou.
At sixteen, Nono would meet the slag top Qin Huan at that bar, catching the man’s eye. But Nono’s firm rejection bruised Qin Huan’s ego, so the bastard transferred to his school, pulled strings to become his deskmate, and unleashed three years of bullying.
Ripping up his papers, sabotaging his jobs, dragging him into the woods for forced kisses.
He even orchestrated a car crash via one of his pursuers, leaving Nono with a broken leg.
God only knew how much it tortured Jiang Shunnian to learn of these future torments. His heart felt shredded by barbed knives, driving him to madness. He wanted to kill that scum.
He didn’t care about the book’s excuses—Qin Huan’s tragic family twisting his personality into something warped. None of that was Nono’s fault. Why should his son pay the price?
If Qin Huan ever showed his face, Jiang Shunnian would murder him without a second thought.
Jiang Shunnian took a deep breath, shoving down the violent fury. Cradling his docile son in his arms, he planned their future.
No more dead-end jobs—the pay was too low to build a nest egg for Nono.
But with no degree, no specialized skills, and a toddler to care for, acting was his best bet.
Why not dive back into showbiz and grind for a few years?
He’d banked over seven hundred thousand after just two years there. Money came faster that way.
He’d call his old contacts soon.
Next, he recalled the book’s depiction of Nono: desperate for a family, for loved ones to cherish him.
Having died once already, Jiang Shunnian couldn’t promise he’d live to a ripe old age. What if he suddenly vanished? What would become of Nono?
Should he track down Nono’s other father?
Yes—Nono was his child, born from his own body. He had no clue how he’d gotten pregnant; he had zero female traits anywhere.
Maybe the man was the anomaly?
That night, drugged out of his mind, he’d shoved everyone away, stumbled into a random room, and been fucked three or four times. When he couldn’t take anymore, he’d fled while the guy slept—too scared to even glance back, limping the whole way.
He’d used protection, but the man’s size wrecked it, pounding away with zero finesse. Pure torture… Not important now. Point was, he had no leads, and it had been three or four years. Impossible to trace.
All he remembered: the guy was tall, a good head and shoulders over his own 5’10”. And down there? Huge, like a donkey.
But he couldn’t exactly search by height and dick size.
Jiang Shunnian rubbed his temples with a headache.
A gurgling rumble from Nono’s little tummy snapped him out of it. He set aside the worries, scooped up his son, and headed to the kitchen, voice tender. “Aw, is Nono hungry? Daddy’s making food right now!”
Overjoyed at this second chance with his son, Jiang Shunnian was extra clingy today. Even cooking, he dragged over a little stool for Nono to sit nearby, glancing over every few seconds, terrified his boy might vanish.
Three-year-old Jiang Yunnuo was a patient angel, indulging his daddy with a sweet smile each time those eyes turned his way.
Until his cheeks ached from grinning.
Jiang Yunnuo quietly patted his face.
Jiang Shunnian’s cooking was top-notch—even simple breakfasts came out looking, smelling, and tasting divine. He could’ve been a pro chef.
Nono was already so independent, spooning it up bite by bite with relish—no chasing this kid around like other brats.
How could those scumbags bear to hurt such a perfect boy?
After breakfast, Jiang Shunnian played with his son a bit, then had him build with Legos—quietly. “No noise, okay?” Nono obediently clamped a hand over his mouth, nodding solemnly.
Jiang Shunnian planted another kiss on his son’s silky cheek before pulling out his phone to contact old friends.
He hadn’t had many contacts even before his “accident.” A quick search and scan of their socials turned up three: two had quit acting—one pivoted to copywriting, the other passed the civil service exam.
Made sense. He was a background-less bottom-tier actor; his circle was full of similar strugglers.
Only one still hung on in the industry, with little progress after four years.
That friend was Yu Yanchen—straight-shooter, warm-hearted. After Jiang Shunnian’s ordeal, Yu Yanchen had checked on him most. But once Jiang Shunnian quit and went solo dad mode, life got hectic. Yu Yanchen had his own grind, so they drifted—though they still exchanged holiday greetings.
Jiang Shunnian shot him a message: Any roles you can hook me up with?
Yu Yanchen must’ve been free—he fired back a video call right away.
“Shunnian!” Yu Yanchen’s grin lit up the screen, same as ever. “You finally came to your senses. About time you came back.”
Jiang Shunnian smiled too. “Gotta make that money.”
“Whoa, your skin—it’s insane!” Yu Yanchen leaned in, whistling. “Pure no-makeup glow like that? I can’t compete.”
No flattery—just facts. Four jobless years, with an easy angel baby like Nono? Early nights, healthy eats, occasional workouts—his skin had no choice but to thrive.
Jiang Shunnian opened his mouth, but Yu Yanchen barreled on. “Got a gig that fits: few lines, needs an audition. Want in? I’ll snag you a slot with the director—just hurry.”
Jiang Shunnian hadn’t expected the luck. Relief washed over him; he grinned. “Perfect. Thanks, Yanchen.”
Yu Yanchen feigned offense. “Polite much? You hooked me up back in the day too. But dude, you’re still a knockout… did you pack on pounds? You know the camera adds ten, right? Diet time!”
Jiang Shunnian’s smile faded.
Post-Nono, he’d slacked on workouts, indulged in home cooking—twelve pounds heavier.
At 5’10” and 130 pounds, he was far from fat in real life, even lean. But on camera? Disaster territory.
He touched his face wistfully. “Yeah, I’ll slim down quick.”
“Cool. Audition’s in a week max—move fast.”